Twitter...and what is the point?

I DON'T REALLY UNDERSTAND TWITTER!!!! Why do people want to know what you're up to all the time?

Remembering those close to you

Why do I do this to myself. I always sit here and start thinking of all these different things going on in my head, and get upset about them.
I am missing all my friends I have loved and lost this past year or two. I keep trying to tell myself I have to remember the good times, and I do...all the time. I just can't stop thinking of them. Everything seems to remind me of them in some way or another.
They wouldn't want me to get upset over it all like I do, but I just don't know what else to say or do.
Everyday, I miss Lin. I can't just pick up the phone anymore and just say "I'm popping over to see you." or even just to have that 'quick chat' with her. She kept telling me how she didn't have too long left, but I didn't listen and just took it with a pinch of salt. I wish I listened and maybe I would've been able to say goodbye.
I sometimes wonder how people can take life for granted and don't live life to the full...sounds like a cliché, but that's how it is I guess.
I can never be bothered to argue with people anymore, even if it's a disagreement about something so minor.
Feeling loss, guilt, pain and shock...you have to help yourself and get through the tough times. Sometimes these feelings are very overwhelming and frightening, but they are natural feelings when it comes to losing someone close to you. Some people think there is a right way to grieve, but there isn't a right or wrong. You have to deal with it in your own way and get through it slowly or as fast as you wish.
How you grieve all depends on so much different factors...this is just down to your personality and your personal coping style, faith and your life experience. Getting back to 'normal' can take time, but it will happen and you will start to feel happy again. Just be patient with yourself...Trust me, I'm trying!

Going back to when I was 14 withmy best friend Alice. Sitting watching the cheesiest film in the world, eating pizza and drinking coke.Britney's 'innocent' character in this film, is quite disturbing, and making me quite uncomfortable...this is only because she's a crap actress along the other 'stars' in the film.Singing 'I love Rock n Roll'....URGHHH!!I'm just enjoying having my best friend here with me in Cornwall, we haven't been able to hang out like this since we were a lot younger. So it's wicked. Beautiful times yet to come!We'll probably get told off by our housemates about not doing anything all day and just generally eating shit all the time, but it's girly day...what else do you want me to say?

Another Javea moment

I'm heading back to another place that makes me so happy....AGAIN!

Javea, this place is so precious to me and my family. I love it there. It just reminds me so much of good memories and I can't wait to share it with my boyfriend Henry who has never been there.

This time will be a bit different, as my parents are coming with us. I'm looking forward to spending 9 days with them, as I haven't been to Javea with them in nearly 5 years.

Javea is so beautiful when it's not full of tourists....I like to think I'm not a tourist anymore, as I have a flat there and it has been my 2nd home since I can remember.

The locals might think otherwise.

Why I love Cornwall

When I first said I was moving to Falmouth with James, I didn't actually know where it was or that it was going to be so beautiful.

I can never leave now!

Cornwall inspires me so much and makes me fall in love with it all over again when I visit places like Kynance Cove.

Me and the boyfriend went here just to waste abit of time, and I ended up nearly wiping the battery flat on my SLR because I couldn't get enough of it.

So visit Cornwall if you haven't, take it all in and appreciate it to the max.

Linda Jones-My best friend

Firstly...R.I.P Lin!

You have made my life so different and you will be missed so much. I can't believe how much I miss you. You really have left a hole in my heart.

When I first met you, I thought you were so interesting and you always knew how to make me smile. You helped me through so much and I am so grateful to have you in my life. You played and will always play an important role in my life always and forever.

I love you